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- kebelakangn ini hidup ku rasa kucar kacir... segalanya rasa x sempat. fizikal dan mentalku rasa amat penat. di kala susuku merudum ni terasa yg amat nk hire maid, tp mr hubby ku seperti tdk setuju. perkara ini kurasa amat perlu bila susu ku dpt skit je bila pam may be penat or stress, bila awish exam dpt no 8/12, bila ku didapur wakt maghrb sara mintak ku ajar dia mengaji... termenung jugak la bila kurenung dh lama x cabut uban mr hubbyku, dah lama mr hubbyku potong kuku sendr n bla bla... rasa ada sesuatu missing about my family n i. blm lg masuk bab baca quran... apapun ku amat hrp mr hubby faham kehendak ku ini. ku nak everytg complete w/pun mr hubby bnyk bantu tp kita dh bnyk abaikn waktu2 emas with our children... mr hubby, ku nak rumah kita clean n tidy all the time for our health n we do everythg together since we have no chance to solat berimam sefamily. all this for our children n for u my lovely hubby. OTHERWISE... may be U think I'm Not enough workIng hard to clean our house or too lazy tO maNage Everything??? it is about TIME... hari ni kuditinggalkn oleh mr hubby dan anak2. sampai tahap ini rasa sedih jgk... kena tnggl sebab nk jaga danial. but may b they are enjoy without their mom/wife... x nampk pun cam diaorg ralat nk tggalkan kami ber2 kat rmh. huhuhu saat terfikir lg kan bagus kalau ada maid blh tgkkan danial. nak usung danial pun x bagus coz now time for sleep... may b after this we have to seperate our fun time???
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